My Family’s Journey – JesssFam

My Family’s Journey – JesssFam


My name is Jessica and I’m gonna start doing weekly or semi-weekly updates of my pregnancy. I’m 17 years old and I’m 8 weeks and 3 days pregnant today. It’s just a good way to look back on your pregnancy and what you went through. It’s a… GIRL!! Look at that, look at her. She’s beautiful Being a teen mom is so hard. About 4-5 months ago Gabe and I broke up. We mutually decided to split. We were together for 4 1/2 years. I think a lot of you guys expect my life to be perfect. It’s nowhere near perfect. This is Drake. Society just paints this big picture of you have to be a certain age to be a good mom. I’m ready to deal with whatever life throws my way. We’re having a baby alright. Oh my gosh there’s 2. There’s 2 heartbeats and there is 2 sacks. I was very scared. He told me to file for divorce. He cheated on me and I didn’t know it until a few days ago. I’m just trying to stay strong. It’s hard putting your whole life out there. This is my real life. You’re gonna see my challenges, you’re gonna see my failures, you’re gonna see the good things and the bad things, you’re gonna see everything about it. Jessica you are freaking amazing! Well I always wanted to be a mom. But I did not know how hard it was going to be. The baby is not a drum. I think they finally noticed each other. I don’t believe in cheating. However, I also believe in second chances. My mommy’s amazing. -What’s your name? -Lilia. -How old are you? -Two. We just moved into a new house. Hello guys. Peek-a-boo! I just feel like if I’m gonna give someone a second chance, you should put everything you have into that second chance. I have a secret. That happened. And I just don’t really know what to say because I don’t really know exactly what happened. I gave him a second chance thinking that things were going to be different I guess… and they seemed like they really were different. He texted me 30 minutes before he got home and he said he was just gonna come get his stuff. He’s like “I’m done. I can’t do this anymore.” He didn’t give me an explanation. And although I’m a lot stronger this time or trying to be a lot stronger this time, I feel like this is almost worse because of how suddenly it happened and just the timing. It’s a boy! I always feel like when I have another baby how could I possibly love another child as much as these ones that I already have And it always happens and you always just fall in love all over again. It helps to just let go and just realize that there’s nothing you can do to change the situation, all you can do is make the best of it. Cause this is not gonna last forever. I’m really stuck trying to decide what aspects of my life I should keep personal and what aspects I should be sharing with you guys. A lot of people forget that the life that you guys see is my REAL life. There has been a lot of changes in my life. Most of it is for the better. He makes me so happy. His name is Chris Hey batta batta swing. And he has 2 kids of his own – 2 boys. My kids are number one in my life and I wouldn’t allow anybody into my life that didn’t understand that. I realize that what I’m doing is so cherished to myself and my kids and my life and that’s all that really mattered to me. Life is just really, really good right now. My children just absolutely complete me. He just lost his first tooth Happiness is not the absence of problems; it’s the ability to deal with them Life is tough but I’m tougher. If I could choose to do it all over I would. I have no idea what the future holds This is just a big bump in the road for me. I’m like shaking. I feel responsible for falling for his act. Everything happens for a reason. I love you.

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